21st December 2010, 23:45 marks the day Dino left our home, but will never leave our hearts.
Sorrow for the lost of a truely loved one, graced with his presence for the past half decade, unending is his deed to us, our homes, our hearts.
Struggles against the circle of life deemed too strong for this gentle being, succumbing to the fates, forever another mark in history, lore, and legend.
Glorious was his life, blessed with fortunes the world beholds, gifted with passion to care, the heart of an angel, the face of a kitten.
In this short span in the test of time, in the many adventures and journeys you have trekked, explored you're world and rip all of its spoils.
You have only brought endless joy, never have you asked for anything in return, only the embrace of a loved one.
Maybe things might have been different, maybe things could have been changed. But cruel is the hand of fate, to end ones existence in his prime.
Forever shall you're name be engraved in the souls of all of us, blessed to have meet you, cared for you, LOVED YOU.
Rest in Peace, Dino
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Time really does change ALOT
This is slowly turning into a monthly journal if i don't start updating more constantly.
Well this month is one to remember, finally made the leap of faith and jumped into the other group, negating all the previous drama queens, pansys, idiots, and the occasional spoiled brad.
This new group is interestingly different, not exactly home, but a comfortable place to be in non the less, sure i'm not widely accepted, but neither was einstein in his early years.
Strangely enough, I'm lab dutying 17 hours a week, talk bout child labour, but its all for money, the cornerstone of life.
Well talk bout romance, my sweetheart has finally passed another life long important event, her PMR, i can't begin to tell you how happy i am for her to finally lift this burden, and what ever may happen, this wretched monster will never be a burden anymore.
Had a great day with her yesterday, the 1st time i went to prangin in more than 1 odd month. Finally pick-up GTA Liberty City Stories, Finally getting to intimately hug her, something i din do since august at least. It was a memorable one.
All the while to this, ive picked up a bunge of new ways to express what is happening now, but i would like to do it in song, so heres the clip that really means something to me, strangely i don't know why.
Enjoy^^
Well this month is one to remember, finally made the leap of faith and jumped into the other group, negating all the previous drama queens, pansys, idiots, and the occasional spoiled brad.
This new group is interestingly different, not exactly home, but a comfortable place to be in non the less, sure i'm not widely accepted, but neither was einstein in his early years.
Strangely enough, I'm lab dutying 17 hours a week, talk bout child labour, but its all for money, the cornerstone of life.
Well talk bout romance, my sweetheart has finally passed another life long important event, her PMR, i can't begin to tell you how happy i am for her to finally lift this burden, and what ever may happen, this wretched monster will never be a burden anymore.
Had a great day with her yesterday, the 1st time i went to prangin in more than 1 odd month. Finally pick-up GTA Liberty City Stories, Finally getting to intimately hug her, something i din do since august at least. It was a memorable one.
All the while to this, ive picked up a bunge of new ways to express what is happening now, but i would like to do it in song, so heres the clip that really means something to me, strangely i don't know why.
Enjoy^^
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I'm Sorry.. You know I love you rite?
This post is fully and sincerely dedicated to my beloved, I know I usually behave like a jerk, Act like an asshole, And conduct like a bastard. But you always stick by me.
I know life has been tough, Like the earth is splitting and you just can't find your ground, and one way or another people keep snatching it away from you time and time again. Unforgiving is reality, treacherous is life. But in a few weeks time, it will all be a distant memory, a tall tale told to those who are fortunate enough to hear you spin this yarn.
I truly am sorry, to kick you when you are down, to suffocate you when you drown. I mean no harm in my ways of expressions, yet compulsion and obsession tends to get the better of me when i lack contemplation in my actions.
I pray as well, that your burden may be shared amongst all that indeed hold you dear to their hearts, even though it may seem you are all alone, angels linger amongst your presence, forever shining the path onward and forth, trying times may we challenge the hardiness of our souls.
I kid you not with literature and poetry in this post, for my mind may only express itself in ways only you should understand. I love you my dear, all apologizes, all for forgiveness, as i pass on my condolences for this torment you have been put through this year. But hold your ground, the hour is near, and onward shall come the dawn of day through the dark of night.
I just pray, when the dust settles, in an eon that will past, we are still one. As I can sing this tune to you, when the hairs on your head fade to gray.
My love, I can give you nothing, but my heart. Forever and always, your hopeful husband
XOXO
I know life has been tough, Like the earth is splitting and you just can't find your ground, and one way or another people keep snatching it away from you time and time again. Unforgiving is reality, treacherous is life. But in a few weeks time, it will all be a distant memory, a tall tale told to those who are fortunate enough to hear you spin this yarn.
I truly am sorry, to kick you when you are down, to suffocate you when you drown. I mean no harm in my ways of expressions, yet compulsion and obsession tends to get the better of me when i lack contemplation in my actions.
I pray as well, that your burden may be shared amongst all that indeed hold you dear to their hearts, even though it may seem you are all alone, angels linger amongst your presence, forever shining the path onward and forth, trying times may we challenge the hardiness of our souls.
I kid you not with literature and poetry in this post, for my mind may only express itself in ways only you should understand. I love you my dear, all apologizes, all for forgiveness, as i pass on my condolences for this torment you have been put through this year. But hold your ground, the hour is near, and onward shall come the dawn of day through the dark of night.
I just pray, when the dust settles, in an eon that will past, we are still one. As I can sing this tune to you, when the hairs on your head fade to gray.
My love, I can give you nothing, but my heart. Forever and always, your hopeful husband
XOXO
Monday, September 6, 2010
This aint my week
Been a long long week, kinda not my favourite to say least.
Started the week after coming bak from a nice hiking trip, went to college 3 hours early cause I forgot class starts at 1. Went training and waited till 7 30 to start, not more than half a dozen adults, and 3 blackbelts to boot.
2nd day wasnt that bad, brought my brother to visit my aunt one last time. She was not so well anymore.
3rd day was a treat at the start, a bit more fun here and there. Nite time however was not as joyous, my aunt passed in the evening.
4th day in college sucked, not much happened, ceremonies from the cult began, just went along with it.
5th day, my birthday eve, went trainin less than an hour tat nite, loved her gift and the note. The nite wasnt so well, went bak very late, got lost in the darkness, lucky came bak fine.
6th day,my Birthday, well wishes from friends and a heartfelt one from my sweetheart. Dino went missing starting this day of all days. Went to the ceremony for last call, assholes were on our backs for 'helping out', like i haven't done enough u bastards. The whole day wasnt filled with much. My darling took her singapore test though, she din get it, kinda very glad but kinda sad><. Hope shes fine with the results.
7th day, woke up 6 50 n got ready, attended the funeral, things went on n evryone cried, well almost.. 11 16 moved out. Cremation was an hour later. May she Rest In Peace. Tried out the cult, insanity from formality, bowed 50 odd times in 5 mins. Mom quarreled with my bastard uncle over money she lend him, it aint a small amount.
This week ended in a not so spectacular way. My Bday spend in mourning, lost an aunt, cat still MIA, uncle reviewed hes near bankrupt, saw the ugly side of my 2nd aunt, and can basicly conclude 80% of family suck.
Fought with my darling out of stress and frustration. I'm so sorry dear. Hope with all my heart and faith, this week aint like the last. I love you.
Started the week after coming bak from a nice hiking trip, went to college 3 hours early cause I forgot class starts at 1. Went training and waited till 7 30 to start, not more than half a dozen adults, and 3 blackbelts to boot.
2nd day wasnt that bad, brought my brother to visit my aunt one last time. She was not so well anymore.
3rd day was a treat at the start, a bit more fun here and there. Nite time however was not as joyous, my aunt passed in the evening.
4th day in college sucked, not much happened, ceremonies from the cult began, just went along with it.
5th day, my birthday eve, went trainin less than an hour tat nite, loved her gift and the note. The nite wasnt so well, went bak very late, got lost in the darkness, lucky came bak fine.
6th day,my Birthday, well wishes from friends and a heartfelt one from my sweetheart. Dino went missing starting this day of all days. Went to the ceremony for last call, assholes were on our backs for 'helping out', like i haven't done enough u bastards. The whole day wasnt filled with much. My darling took her singapore test though, she din get it, kinda very glad but kinda sad><. Hope shes fine with the results.
7th day, woke up 6 50 n got ready, attended the funeral, things went on n evryone cried, well almost.. 11 16 moved out. Cremation was an hour later. May she Rest In Peace. Tried out the cult, insanity from formality, bowed 50 odd times in 5 mins. Mom quarreled with my bastard uncle over money she lend him, it aint a small amount.
This week ended in a not so spectacular way. My Bday spend in mourning, lost an aunt, cat still MIA, uncle reviewed hes near bankrupt, saw the ugly side of my 2nd aunt, and can basicly conclude 80% of family suck.
Fought with my darling out of stress and frustration. I'm so sorry dear. Hope with all my heart and faith, this week aint like the last. I love you.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Been a long while
Its the 5th of September, one day after my Birthday kinda not much had happened. :(
But still, my darling cheered up a gloomy me, the best way she knows how to, Making me smile^^. Thank you honey, Love you so much for the gift and the effort :-*
Been a long long 2 months, keeping patience for a brighter tomorrow, not gonna say its been bad and whine, actually its been great with all the new freedom. But i miss the times we are together as 2, rather than the time we represent 20><
Got my results for the previous semester, lousy to say the least, nearly lost my scholarship due to how naive I was thinking I could do it all, I cant, but at least Im getting better at it. But this time things might be different.
Went to Monkey Beach last month, 1st time a trip was that fun in a long long time, my dear wanted to belong and im sure she would have if she came to this trip. The beaches were amazing, nothing you can get near civilization, the distance is not that close on foot and not so far on boat^^, but a place is fun for who you spend time with, not where you spend time at.
On a sadder note, My youngest aunt on my moms side past away after fighting cancer for half a year. Rest In Peace, may you find joy where you have not known in the here after, we will miss you.
Brings a werid twist to life, a strange new flavour to new things never had before. But non the less, The beat goes on..
But still, my darling cheered up a gloomy me, the best way she knows how to, Making me smile^^. Thank you honey, Love you so much for the gift and the effort :-*
Been a long long 2 months, keeping patience for a brighter tomorrow, not gonna say its been bad and whine, actually its been great with all the new freedom. But i miss the times we are together as 2, rather than the time we represent 20><
Got my results for the previous semester, lousy to say the least, nearly lost my scholarship due to how naive I was thinking I could do it all, I cant, but at least Im getting better at it. But this time things might be different.
Went to Monkey Beach last month, 1st time a trip was that fun in a long long time, my dear wanted to belong and im sure she would have if she came to this trip. The beaches were amazing, nothing you can get near civilization, the distance is not that close on foot and not so far on boat^^, but a place is fun for who you spend time with, not where you spend time at.
On a sadder note, My youngest aunt on my moms side past away after fighting cancer for half a year. Rest In Peace, may you find joy where you have not known in the here after, we will miss you.
Brings a werid twist to life, a strange new flavour to new things never had before. But non the less, The beat goes on..
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Weird week.. But a great month
These updates have got to come more frequently, slowly turning into a monthly event, its hard to say i can remember vividly what has transpired in my absents.
Been sick 2 weeks now, on and off on and off. Have u ever had flu-ish phlegm in your lungs but only comes out through cough? Its 'wonderful' in so many ways.
The past weekend been spent living almost alone, parents gone away awhile and havin to do everything on my own. I think i can survive if I leave, but it wont be easy. Takes up more time than you wish it did.
Exams been over 2 weeks now, haven't begun all the goals i set to achieve, been sick the whole time like i mentioned before. But a lot of things get clearer once your sick, so many petty and unnecessary things get filtered through sickly eyes.
Well back to you my Angel, every month you make me love u more, through all adversities you may be hurt inside, but you never stop smiling, Your strength is my greatest inspiration, for hope of a better future. You weren't stubborn, your were tough. You weren't weak, you were humble. And your amazing for who you are, Your Beautiful..
Things are going back to normal after the tournament, but somethings will never change back, like and unfortunate friend that ruptured 3 of his tendons. Good luck buddy.
What can I say besides I love you, those words represent almost everything that is needed to be said, for it means what it means only between us. The 18th of this month marked a day I wont ever forget last year. I bet u wont too ;-)..
With all my heart, I Love You :-*
Been sick 2 weeks now, on and off on and off. Have u ever had flu-ish phlegm in your lungs but only comes out through cough? Its 'wonderful' in so many ways.
The past weekend been spent living almost alone, parents gone away awhile and havin to do everything on my own. I think i can survive if I leave, but it wont be easy. Takes up more time than you wish it did.
Exams been over 2 weeks now, haven't begun all the goals i set to achieve, been sick the whole time like i mentioned before. But a lot of things get clearer once your sick, so many petty and unnecessary things get filtered through sickly eyes.
Well back to you my Angel, every month you make me love u more, through all adversities you may be hurt inside, but you never stop smiling, Your strength is my greatest inspiration, for hope of a better future. You weren't stubborn, your were tough. You weren't weak, you were humble. And your amazing for who you are, Your Beautiful..
Things are going back to normal after the tournament, but somethings will never change back, like and unfortunate friend that ruptured 3 of his tendons. Good luck buddy.
What can I say besides I love you, those words represent almost everything that is needed to be said, for it means what it means only between us. The 18th of this month marked a day I wont ever forget last year. I bet u wont too ;-)..
With all my heart, I Love You :-*
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Been an amazing 2 weeks
Sorry this took so long, but its been an amazing 2 weeks we spent together, every morning wishing each other, virtually spending 14 days together non-stop, tell the truth i thought i would have gotten bored of it, but instead 2 days on and i'm already missing it.
Been a great start to the holidays as the 1st day was the day we hung out, been 2 months since we had a day for our own. Sure things are messy, sure timing may not be perfect. But at least i got to visit you, know you better, and had great fun together.
A few days on, you were close to givin up hope, din't thought you would though, and you dint. You fought on and now you have your place. Now you're part of something you thought you din belong. Why doubt yourself, when you know its been done before, you can do it again.
2nd week of the holidays. Spend the 1st week amazingly, everything hoped for, prayed for all came true. But a road block was coming up, a doubt bout us hanging out loomed again. But faith is usually rewarded. A day or 2 passed and a Deus Ex Machina was evident, we had finally struck GOLD. A chance of a lifetime, fair to say, we never wasted that one, we couldn't afford to, we din't wanted to.
Summing up the pass two weeks would be impossible, for all the sweet and wonderful memories engraved in our mind forever will stay long and dear in my heart. But know this, whatever you had doubt over, whenever you felt down and out. I'm always here if u need a hand to hold you up, a shoulder to lean when you fall, a heart to share if your lonely.
Love is the only thing I may give you for now, and it shall be Love that I will never stop giving to you. For I know you have already given me yours.
Been a great start to the holidays as the 1st day was the day we hung out, been 2 months since we had a day for our own. Sure things are messy, sure timing may not be perfect. But at least i got to visit you, know you better, and had great fun together.
A few days on, you were close to givin up hope, din't thought you would though, and you dint. You fought on and now you have your place. Now you're part of something you thought you din belong. Why doubt yourself, when you know its been done before, you can do it again.
2nd week of the holidays. Spend the 1st week amazingly, everything hoped for, prayed for all came true. But a road block was coming up, a doubt bout us hanging out loomed again. But faith is usually rewarded. A day or 2 passed and a Deus Ex Machina was evident, we had finally struck GOLD. A chance of a lifetime, fair to say, we never wasted that one, we couldn't afford to, we din't wanted to.
Summing up the pass two weeks would be impossible, for all the sweet and wonderful memories engraved in our mind forever will stay long and dear in my heart. But know this, whatever you had doubt over, whenever you felt down and out. I'm always here if u need a hand to hold you up, a shoulder to lean when you fall, a heart to share if your lonely.
Love is the only thing I may give you for now, and it shall be Love that I will never stop giving to you. For I know you have already given me yours.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Fighting back as always
Been sick for 3 days, Surprise symptoms of flu, but non the treatable.
Learned to see the finer side of life, without health, all emotions is just a game of our mind, being happy is easier than most people could ever accept.
Been a great day, from start till end, Got a netbook, webcam with my sweetheart, sat with my sweetheart, giggled with my sweetheart. A day havent felt or seen in ages.
Life is so amazing when you look at it from the bottom of the barrel, everything becomes a blessing, reality as you may see, is a gift of life.
Just live on and hope and pray for the best, like the Lady who won the race in the finish line today (I cant remember where and who), nothing is over till it crosses the finish line.
Learned to see the finer side of life, without health, all emotions is just a game of our mind, being happy is easier than most people could ever accept.
Been a great day, from start till end, Got a netbook, webcam with my sweetheart, sat with my sweetheart, giggled with my sweetheart. A day havent felt or seen in ages.
Life is so amazing when you look at it from the bottom of the barrel, everything becomes a blessing, reality as you may see, is a gift of life.
Just live on and hope and pray for the best, like the Lady who won the race in the finish line today (I cant remember where and who), nothing is over till it crosses the finish line.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Not a day to remember
After such a long while, after all the new things that happen, finally securing a place here and there, yet another thing slips through the cracks.
All the quizzes and projects keep piling up, smart asses show their really just dumb asses, the time for truth is around the corner, not soon before long a new hierarchy saw arise again.
It seems to be devastating that in 2 days, a mood, a feeling, a passion can change. As recent as a Sunday, a new landmark was achieved, a testament to our strength & our bond. But nt all things last long enough to be enjoyed.
I simply pray its a thought, a thought derived from hate, form dissatisfaction beyond all comprehension, these 'friends' these o so wonderful friends, they do nothing but get in the way, they do nothing but cause more drag, more weight, more burden. Now i know why dating is a 2 person thing, its never meant to include the opinion or presence of another, especially if she is a pest to begin with, a failure of a new magnitude.
Maybe its the pressure, maybe im a jerk, I might be overbearing and smother u. Bt when u think bout it, my life is starting to feel like im just single, seems to be the saddest thought i had in a year. Sorry
All the quizzes and projects keep piling up, smart asses show their really just dumb asses, the time for truth is around the corner, not soon before long a new hierarchy saw arise again.
It seems to be devastating that in 2 days, a mood, a feeling, a passion can change. As recent as a Sunday, a new landmark was achieved, a testament to our strength & our bond. But nt all things last long enough to be enjoyed.
I simply pray its a thought, a thought derived from hate, form dissatisfaction beyond all comprehension, these 'friends' these o so wonderful friends, they do nothing but get in the way, they do nothing but cause more drag, more weight, more burden. Now i know why dating is a 2 person thing, its never meant to include the opinion or presence of another, especially if she is a pest to begin with, a failure of a new magnitude.
Maybe its the pressure, maybe im a jerk, I might be overbearing and smother u. Bt when u think bout it, my life is starting to feel like im just single, seems to be the saddest thought i had in a year. Sorry
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Finally we won one back^^
Its been a long long time coming, merciful god has granted us the deed we dreamt of for almost an eternity already.. I truly am Emphatic over this victory.. A great celebratory joy^^.
The 1st time in more than an odd year.. We had the chance to train together.. Face to face with one another.. Seeing as if you were glowing with an aura.. Ur beauty still astounds me to this day.. My Heart races when I look into your eyes.. I feel as if you are sharing with me your soul.
Your smile like beauty ive never imagined.. A sight of joy beyond anything I could dream.. A warmth and comfort only true Love may bring.
Sweetheart today is our day.. No matter what happens today will still be in our hearts.. As the day we took one back from the demons.. The day we stood triumph when hope was so scarce.. I thank you for being there for me.. I thank you for having found me.. I thank you for Loving Me ^^
XOXO
The 1st time in more than an odd year.. We had the chance to train together.. Face to face with one another.. Seeing as if you were glowing with an aura.. Ur beauty still astounds me to this day.. My Heart races when I look into your eyes.. I feel as if you are sharing with me your soul.
Your smile like beauty ive never imagined.. A sight of joy beyond anything I could dream.. A warmth and comfort only true Love may bring.
Sweetheart today is our day.. No matter what happens today will still be in our hearts.. As the day we took one back from the demons.. The day we stood triumph when hope was so scarce.. I thank you for being there for me.. I thank you for having found me.. I thank you for Loving Me ^^
XOXO
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Live for Life? Or Live to live?
If there is motion, there is bound to be friction. I say this coming from a long stem of existence.. seemingly going on day by day like clockwork, routine and mundane task laying waste to all expressions within the mind.. Leaving an empty shell.. Thoughtless, Expressionless, Emotionless, Useless.
Forgetting the purpose of all my goals is a tragedy in its own sense, slowly fading away the brimming dreams once so close to my heart, left only with the ravages life is yet to take form this weary soul.
I recently learned, it doesn't take a big day to change your life forever, because true to fact is, everyday is a bigger day, the only easy day was yesterday.
Today is a day of renewed faith, in myself, in my believe, in my Love. You really make it real for me. I Love You form the bottom of my heart in everyway i could possibly think of..
But from today the only thing we can do sometimes in life is to just Let It Be
Forgetting the purpose of all my goals is a tragedy in its own sense, slowly fading away the brimming dreams once so close to my heart, left only with the ravages life is yet to take form this weary soul.
I recently learned, it doesn't take a big day to change your life forever, because true to fact is, everyday is a bigger day, the only easy day was yesterday.
Today is a day of renewed faith, in myself, in my believe, in my Love. You really make it real for me. I Love You form the bottom of my heart in everyway i could possibly think of..
But from today the only thing we can do sometimes in life is to just Let It Be
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Curse or Inner Demons?
Its been one week only from my last update, as fittingly like clockwork, something went wrong again.
Seems like every time a fortunate event what so ever is mentioned here.. Another comes crashing down in the matters of less than one miserable week.
This may be paranoia creeping in, or a weaken will in a damaged soul. But every time I manage to screw it up with whatever way i deem fit, if it wasn't for medication, I think ill be a serial killer right about now..
Fittingly, all authorities are on me again, all past haunt me, all the deepest regrets seem to manifest, as I choose to do what was 'right' instead of what felt right.. Needless to say, my sense natural sense and judgement is the Occam's razor I so heartily desire.. But i digress, unmercifully i choose to listen to this cerebral that for a strong suspicion might have suffered irreversible harm as a child..
I can only pray things recover, for every hurt leaves a scar burned into my soul, I may have grown numb to it.. But it is just a manner of time b4 it kills me..
Seems like every time a fortunate event what so ever is mentioned here.. Another comes crashing down in the matters of less than one miserable week.
This may be paranoia creeping in, or a weaken will in a damaged soul. But every time I manage to screw it up with whatever way i deem fit, if it wasn't for medication, I think ill be a serial killer right about now..
Fittingly, all authorities are on me again, all past haunt me, all the deepest regrets seem to manifest, as I choose to do what was 'right' instead of what felt right.. Needless to say, my sense natural sense and judgement is the Occam's razor I so heartily desire.. But i digress, unmercifully i choose to listen to this cerebral that for a strong suspicion might have suffered irreversible harm as a child..
I can only pray things recover, for every hurt leaves a scar burned into my soul, I may have grown numb to it.. But it is just a manner of time b4 it kills me..
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Been 3 months.. kinda an eternity
Been almost an eternity since i've updated this blog, so many events passed since the last time.
A new semester is coming already, been kinda exhausting the last one, too rapid fire to cope, did not as well as i knew i could. Hope this time things will be different.
This Chinese New Year was kinda special and all that insignificant as well. A new atmosphere to enjoy, yet lost a tradition close to heart.
One the other side of life, an amazing time has passed, we've gotten so much so much more stronger, kinda enjoyed quite a romantic ride in our trip to Hard Rock Hotel, thanks to Aunt Mei..
Our love blossomed, carried forth a new dawn after a mild tide of darkness cascaded upon us, we thought we had lost it, that we we're stale and withering. Thank the holy god for the holidays^^
Had kinda a mass gathering to watch Alice in Wonderland also, truth be told, it was very nice and it reminded me of my youth n being silly.^^
Lifes been a bit different lately, learned to keep the bad things away, why waste brain cells pondering over unrelenting medial complications when they are not worth the hassle.
Moved to a new place, kinda twice the size of the 1st home. Can't imagine how sad I am of leaving there, but I was gonna have to leave sooner or later, lucky i got to still stay in Penang only.
Only hope I can spend the rest of my days making her the joyful person she truely is, help her lift this chip off her shoulder, or at least help her carry her burdens.. Being loved by my sweetheart is one of the greatest treasures and grandest gifts i could ever hope to receive. N i try everyday, for her to feel how i feel back.. Love You
A new semester is coming already, been kinda exhausting the last one, too rapid fire to cope, did not as well as i knew i could. Hope this time things will be different.
This Chinese New Year was kinda special and all that insignificant as well. A new atmosphere to enjoy, yet lost a tradition close to heart.
One the other side of life, an amazing time has passed, we've gotten so much so much more stronger, kinda enjoyed quite a romantic ride in our trip to Hard Rock Hotel, thanks to Aunt Mei..
Our love blossomed, carried forth a new dawn after a mild tide of darkness cascaded upon us, we thought we had lost it, that we we're stale and withering. Thank the holy god for the holidays^^
Had kinda a mass gathering to watch Alice in Wonderland also, truth be told, it was very nice and it reminded me of my youth n being silly.^^
Lifes been a bit different lately, learned to keep the bad things away, why waste brain cells pondering over unrelenting medial complications when they are not worth the hassle.
Moved to a new place, kinda twice the size of the 1st home. Can't imagine how sad I am of leaving there, but I was gonna have to leave sooner or later, lucky i got to still stay in Penang only.
Only hope I can spend the rest of my days making her the joyful person she truely is, help her lift this chip off her shoulder, or at least help her carry her burdens.. Being loved by my sweetheart is one of the greatest treasures and grandest gifts i could ever hope to receive. N i try everyday, for her to feel how i feel back.. Love You
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Good things come when you wait, Lets celebrate
Happy New Year one and all, having been the 1st post of the new decade, a more optimistic approach is applied to this occasion.
Having celebrated today the 23rd of Jan with my family(sort of) i've come to enjoy appreciate this month as a true new beginning providing me with opportunities never once thought possible.
Spending this meaningful day of month with my most meaningful someone;) we have enjoyed a blissful day of joy that was supposed to be unobtainable from several constrictions Particularly our individual outside lives that partake a substantial portion of what time is left for each other.
So enjoying today in our own memorable fashion, there is little to complain cept for a few ill advised decision by yours truly. ><
Having started a new year, a lot of in-life events and occurrence have received considerable reshuffling.. A friend had switch out of college, as another 2 had choose to be one. The deck of life is not the order it once was, for that I am delighted with.
Chance for new friends from old faces, confidently coming out of the self imposed shell. Becoming more than once thought could be, with just a little confidence.
In terms of the other side of life, Ive been entrusted to be an assisting instructor or how its called.. Gaining duties and responsibilities that once thought not worthwhile, a true new turn from just trainee and injured competitor.
A new hope of going the extra mile from where I was, heres to the New Year and New Decade.. Would love nothing more than to spend it in your embrace.^^
Having celebrated today the 23rd of Jan with my family(sort of) i've come to enjoy appreciate this month as a true new beginning providing me with opportunities never once thought possible.
Spending this meaningful day of month with my most meaningful someone;) we have enjoyed a blissful day of joy that was supposed to be unobtainable from several constrictions Particularly our individual outside lives that partake a substantial portion of what time is left for each other.
So enjoying today in our own memorable fashion, there is little to complain cept for a few ill advised decision by yours truly. ><
Having started a new year, a lot of in-life events and occurrence have received considerable reshuffling.. A friend had switch out of college, as another 2 had choose to be one. The deck of life is not the order it once was, for that I am delighted with.
Chance for new friends from old faces, confidently coming out of the self imposed shell. Becoming more than once thought could be, with just a little confidence.
In terms of the other side of life, Ive been entrusted to be an assisting instructor or how its called.. Gaining duties and responsibilities that once thought not worthwhile, a true new turn from just trainee and injured competitor.
A new hope of going the extra mile from where I was, heres to the New Year and New Decade.. Would love nothing more than to spend it in your embrace.^^
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