Not a day to remember

After such a long while, after all the new things that happen, finally securing a place here and there, yet another thing slips through the cracks.

All the quizzes and projects keep piling up, smart asses show their really just dumb asses, the time for truth is around the corner, not soon before long a new hierarchy saw arise again.

It seems to be devastating that in 2 days, a mood, a feeling, a passion can change. As recent as a Sunday, a new landmark was achieved, a testament to our strength & our bond. But nt all things last long enough to be enjoyed.

I simply pray its a thought, a thought derived from hate, form dissatisfaction beyond all comprehension, these 'friends' these o so wonderful friends, they do nothing but get in the way, they do nothing but cause more drag, more weight, more burden. Now i know why dating is a 2 person thing, its never meant to include the opinion or presence of another, especially if she is a pest to begin with, a failure of a new magnitude.

Maybe its the pressure, maybe im a jerk, I might be overbearing and smother u. Bt when u think bout it, my life is starting to feel like im just single, seems to be the saddest thought i had in a year. Sorry