18 July 2008.. A day for my history book

A few days late on the post, but went to Bon Odori on Sat.. with my friends.. Meet my Sweetheart there.. as well as a few long lost friends.. including one that looks like Fabio now ><..

Never saw fireworks so up close before.. sounded like grenade launchers going off one by one.. Stood so close, had to sleep flat on the floor to see them overhead.. Bt I also had someone in my arms for that wonderful moment..

Spent most of the night gazing into the sea from the coast line, sat on the barrier.. nothing but the cool sea breeze in my hair.. and my warm comforting darling wrapped around my arms..

Spent the rest of the night almost the same way.. Standing still here and there.. with a crowd that big.. there was little point of going so far when what you wanted was so close..

Had a great night.. cause what matters is the little things.. like flowers.. cuddling.. and explosives from ancient China

P.S : Sorry to my friend for being bored to tears with me.. Treat him to a movie next time..

Waves changed the landscape again

Here i thought i was riding a tide taking me where i wished to go, but sudden pattern shifts left me wondering where i'm at once again..

New avenues have been opened and previous ones have been closed for good, problem is if i commit to these, will i drown when the tide shifts yet again..

I mean i spent so many hours searching and confirming that i have moved in the right one this time.. SO maybe its just a temporary set back and the truth will come out again..

But i never really liked what i got myself into anyway, here now and way before..

So why not just keep going and not look back, i'm still alive right?

Reality Bites Back

After a whole month and more of just joy and bliss, reality comes back to haunt me for my past.

In the past month, i've dwelled deep into my own world, a place where i had only my thoughts to worry about.

But recent events have slowly revealed themselves as a collective burden built upon by negligence, I can no longer just float around like I did with you, for I have left Earth because of you.

Slowly finding footing back and i'm gonna have to hit the ground running.

Just din't thought something like that would affect me so strong ><..