A year yet again.. 2011

It's been a long year, with so much gone by it feels even closer to the start then to its end. Filled with so many ups, and likely as many downs as well. But nonetheless, a year that wasn't wasted anymore.

Talkin bout my life, you would see it in many parts in different angles, so much knowledge and experiences were gained, most of them mattered, most of them cherished.
With my darling piggy, we really did grow up together again, never had i thought i would ever been able to talk you home to meet my parents, but we did it. We beat the odds, and never looked back.

In the whole of 2010, we had to endure a 'guardian' peering over our every move, constricting every fiber of our freedom to enjoy ourselves, and to express our love. In this year, it was no more. Sure it meant the lost of so many in a breakaway so radical it shaked the foundations of our society. But we prospered, and to say I feel bad it happened would be no more than a lie.

As to think, from then and from there 2011 was a great start, we had great moments together and shared many wonderous adventures, each sweeter than the last, particularly in the later months of the year, where our fortunes were even greater with ur dads new job. We finally could get what we dreamed about for so long. Today marks our post 950th day together, and frankly it would never had shared it with anyone else.

Speaking of our fortunes, nothing this year i can say would b greater than our trip to cameron highlands, certainly alot better to the beach but equally fun. The trip there had so little promise, so few pockets of hope dwell in the arrangements and the supposed way things were meant to happen. In a bless of fortune unparalleled, IT ALL WORKED. The journey there and the way back was not all enjoyable, but the paradise that is so high above the seas was without a doubt.

In cameron itself, our luck struck in the chance to share the same transport, share the same roof, we were literally able to spend almost every waking moment together. Aside from me feeling like im young again, sorry about that><. But the experiences we shared with out trips around the hills, with our convoy of 15 people if a single vehicle is astounding, rivaled only in mumbai. But what was more amazing was what we could do as a couple we never could before. Suffice to say, it was as great a trip as any of us ever will remember.

Secondly we move on to my 'career', I can say after 2 1/2 years i did finally graduated my Diploma from Disted, yet humorously havnt had a ceremony or my cert presented to yet. I would say it all went so very well, it all went so very right, with group growing, with the group becoming a family. But then, it all had to change, misunderstandings, disputes, petty uncivilized arguments robbed me of the ends light. But then again, I wouldn't regret of of you. Sure some of you i miss, but i doubt any of you miss me at all. So good ridden if need be, I have no qualms about the lost of your companies. Break-ups, tear-ups and moving on with life, the group is in oblivion. So the final moments of the birthdays and the time we can spend together in June and July were indeed out last.

Moving on with my life, I carried on in a different college, we need not of dutying like a lab monkey, I moved to KDU, and I hope i studied the correct thing, cause that raises doubts on its own. But the people there are different, aside from severe food poisoning from 5 day stomach flu and RM170 in summons, its quite alot of fun. Formed a new group of 12, made many many new friends that we couldnt cuz of the restrictions in our time table, but we all came to know one another, and it is a gang to be remembered just for their talents, their maturity, and their efforts and daring to work for their spoils.

In the matter of friends, there is one I would like to forget and I thought was gone, she meant so much to me before, and still means some to me now, but I know today, I meant nothing and will never mean anything to her. Sad, but deserving, I can say i have closure, I can calm my endless rage of what ifs, what might be and what could have been. When I find out that even after you finished with your longest relationship, that I thought maybe I could have you as a closer friend, but know I know I never had a chance, and that in pain brings great release and relief.

Moving on, a mention is to be given to my old K800 of sony ericson, A brand that exist no more. Replaced with a Samsung Galaxy S2 at July 17, right after final finals and right after anytime there is to share with disted, truely not destined with them. But still a status symbol nontheless.

Now moving on to my Grandmother, who fought valiantly against her ailing health, succumbing to it in the end, all from a simple toe infection discovered in the irony of your last birthday, cruel is fate, never ending in fortune, never giving in mercy.
You will be dearly missed grandma, for the time you spent with us is longer than any other, you managed to out live grandpa by 7 great grand children.

On the same note, its been one year since Dino has passed, his face, his warmth and his companion fates with time and memory, never again shall i ever get to pet or hug you, but never again do you have to bear the burdens of your pain. Rest in peace, we'll never forget you, or your brothers and sisters before you.

2011, a year alot longer than we could ever remember, in the global view, mass changes and great movements in the world we know has come, and more yet to come, looming in the dark ready to materialize. But from my view, it has been a great year, one of which I lost many, and gained many more. This of which includes my hairs ridiculous length it is today. This was a year i cannot seem to stop praising, for FINALLY letting me win, for finally letting me be in a class matching what I know is my potential, sure measures and risk had to be taken. Sure some may have been regretted. So goodbye 2011, you have been amazing to me, and you fianlly show me life works, because I Did It My Way.

Its been a long while since

Well its my birthday, finally 20.. N it took a while, but i made it^^

Been quite a year, gained and lost so much in this journey, those who i lost i miss you

Those who are still with me I love You even more.. Especially you my dear

You've been me through thick and thin and i am eternally grateful, there is no words to describe how much you mean to me now :-*

Lets hope there is a brighter future on the road ahead, long live life.