21st December 2010, 23:45 marks the day Dino left our home, but will never leave our hearts.
Sorrow for the lost of a truely loved one, graced with his presence for the past half decade, unending is his deed to us, our homes, our hearts.
Struggles against the circle of life deemed too strong for this gentle being, succumbing to the fates, forever another mark in history, lore, and legend.
Glorious was his life, blessed with fortunes the world beholds, gifted with passion to care, the heart of an angel, the face of a kitten.
In this short span in the test of time, in the many adventures and journeys you have trekked, explored you're world and rip all of its spoils.
You have only brought endless joy, never have you asked for anything in return, only the embrace of a loved one.
Maybe things might have been different, maybe things could have been changed. But cruel is the hand of fate, to end ones existence in his prime.
Forever shall you're name be engraved in the souls of all of us, blessed to have meet you, cared for you, LOVED YOU.
Rest in Peace, Dino
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Time really does change ALOT
This is slowly turning into a monthly journal if i don't start updating more constantly.
Well this month is one to remember, finally made the leap of faith and jumped into the other group, negating all the previous drama queens, pansys, idiots, and the occasional spoiled brad.
This new group is interestingly different, not exactly home, but a comfortable place to be in non the less, sure i'm not widely accepted, but neither was einstein in his early years.
Strangely enough, I'm lab dutying 17 hours a week, talk bout child labour, but its all for money, the cornerstone of life.
Well talk bout romance, my sweetheart has finally passed another life long important event, her PMR, i can't begin to tell you how happy i am for her to finally lift this burden, and what ever may happen, this wretched monster will never be a burden anymore.
Had a great day with her yesterday, the 1st time i went to prangin in more than 1 odd month. Finally pick-up GTA Liberty City Stories, Finally getting to intimately hug her, something i din do since august at least. It was a memorable one.
All the while to this, ive picked up a bunge of new ways to express what is happening now, but i would like to do it in song, so heres the clip that really means something to me, strangely i don't know why.
Enjoy^^
Well this month is one to remember, finally made the leap of faith and jumped into the other group, negating all the previous drama queens, pansys, idiots, and the occasional spoiled brad.
This new group is interestingly different, not exactly home, but a comfortable place to be in non the less, sure i'm not widely accepted, but neither was einstein in his early years.
Strangely enough, I'm lab dutying 17 hours a week, talk bout child labour, but its all for money, the cornerstone of life.
Well talk bout romance, my sweetheart has finally passed another life long important event, her PMR, i can't begin to tell you how happy i am for her to finally lift this burden, and what ever may happen, this wretched monster will never be a burden anymore.
Had a great day with her yesterday, the 1st time i went to prangin in more than 1 odd month. Finally pick-up GTA Liberty City Stories, Finally getting to intimately hug her, something i din do since august at least. It was a memorable one.
All the while to this, ive picked up a bunge of new ways to express what is happening now, but i would like to do it in song, so heres the clip that really means something to me, strangely i don't know why.
Enjoy^^
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I'm Sorry.. You know I love you rite?
This post is fully and sincerely dedicated to my beloved, I know I usually behave like a jerk, Act like an asshole, And conduct like a bastard. But you always stick by me.
I know life has been tough, Like the earth is splitting and you just can't find your ground, and one way or another people keep snatching it away from you time and time again. Unforgiving is reality, treacherous is life. But in a few weeks time, it will all be a distant memory, a tall tale told to those who are fortunate enough to hear you spin this yarn.
I truly am sorry, to kick you when you are down, to suffocate you when you drown. I mean no harm in my ways of expressions, yet compulsion and obsession tends to get the better of me when i lack contemplation in my actions.
I pray as well, that your burden may be shared amongst all that indeed hold you dear to their hearts, even though it may seem you are all alone, angels linger amongst your presence, forever shining the path onward and forth, trying times may we challenge the hardiness of our souls.
I kid you not with literature and poetry in this post, for my mind may only express itself in ways only you should understand. I love you my dear, all apologizes, all for forgiveness, as i pass on my condolences for this torment you have been put through this year. But hold your ground, the hour is near, and onward shall come the dawn of day through the dark of night.
I just pray, when the dust settles, in an eon that will past, we are still one. As I can sing this tune to you, when the hairs on your head fade to gray.
My love, I can give you nothing, but my heart. Forever and always, your hopeful husband
XOXO
I know life has been tough, Like the earth is splitting and you just can't find your ground, and one way or another people keep snatching it away from you time and time again. Unforgiving is reality, treacherous is life. But in a few weeks time, it will all be a distant memory, a tall tale told to those who are fortunate enough to hear you spin this yarn.
I truly am sorry, to kick you when you are down, to suffocate you when you drown. I mean no harm in my ways of expressions, yet compulsion and obsession tends to get the better of me when i lack contemplation in my actions.
I pray as well, that your burden may be shared amongst all that indeed hold you dear to their hearts, even though it may seem you are all alone, angels linger amongst your presence, forever shining the path onward and forth, trying times may we challenge the hardiness of our souls.
I kid you not with literature and poetry in this post, for my mind may only express itself in ways only you should understand. I love you my dear, all apologizes, all for forgiveness, as i pass on my condolences for this torment you have been put through this year. But hold your ground, the hour is near, and onward shall come the dawn of day through the dark of night.
I just pray, when the dust settles, in an eon that will past, we are still one. As I can sing this tune to you, when the hairs on your head fade to gray.
My love, I can give you nothing, but my heart. Forever and always, your hopeful husband
XOXO
Monday, September 6, 2010
This aint my week
Been a long long week, kinda not my favourite to say least.
Started the week after coming bak from a nice hiking trip, went to college 3 hours early cause I forgot class starts at 1. Went training and waited till 7 30 to start, not more than half a dozen adults, and 3 blackbelts to boot.
2nd day wasnt that bad, brought my brother to visit my aunt one last time. She was not so well anymore.
3rd day was a treat at the start, a bit more fun here and there. Nite time however was not as joyous, my aunt passed in the evening.
4th day in college sucked, not much happened, ceremonies from the cult began, just went along with it.
5th day, my birthday eve, went trainin less than an hour tat nite, loved her gift and the note. The nite wasnt so well, went bak very late, got lost in the darkness, lucky came bak fine.
6th day,my Birthday, well wishes from friends and a heartfelt one from my sweetheart. Dino went missing starting this day of all days. Went to the ceremony for last call, assholes were on our backs for 'helping out', like i haven't done enough u bastards. The whole day wasnt filled with much. My darling took her singapore test though, she din get it, kinda very glad but kinda sad><. Hope shes fine with the results.
7th day, woke up 6 50 n got ready, attended the funeral, things went on n evryone cried, well almost.. 11 16 moved out. Cremation was an hour later. May she Rest In Peace. Tried out the cult, insanity from formality, bowed 50 odd times in 5 mins. Mom quarreled with my bastard uncle over money she lend him, it aint a small amount.
This week ended in a not so spectacular way. My Bday spend in mourning, lost an aunt, cat still MIA, uncle reviewed hes near bankrupt, saw the ugly side of my 2nd aunt, and can basicly conclude 80% of family suck.
Fought with my darling out of stress and frustration. I'm so sorry dear. Hope with all my heart and faith, this week aint like the last. I love you.
Started the week after coming bak from a nice hiking trip, went to college 3 hours early cause I forgot class starts at 1. Went training and waited till 7 30 to start, not more than half a dozen adults, and 3 blackbelts to boot.
2nd day wasnt that bad, brought my brother to visit my aunt one last time. She was not so well anymore.
3rd day was a treat at the start, a bit more fun here and there. Nite time however was not as joyous, my aunt passed in the evening.
4th day in college sucked, not much happened, ceremonies from the cult began, just went along with it.
5th day, my birthday eve, went trainin less than an hour tat nite, loved her gift and the note. The nite wasnt so well, went bak very late, got lost in the darkness, lucky came bak fine.
6th day,my Birthday, well wishes from friends and a heartfelt one from my sweetheart. Dino went missing starting this day of all days. Went to the ceremony for last call, assholes were on our backs for 'helping out', like i haven't done enough u bastards. The whole day wasnt filled with much. My darling took her singapore test though, she din get it, kinda very glad but kinda sad><. Hope shes fine with the results.
7th day, woke up 6 50 n got ready, attended the funeral, things went on n evryone cried, well almost.. 11 16 moved out. Cremation was an hour later. May she Rest In Peace. Tried out the cult, insanity from formality, bowed 50 odd times in 5 mins. Mom quarreled with my bastard uncle over money she lend him, it aint a small amount.
This week ended in a not so spectacular way. My Bday spend in mourning, lost an aunt, cat still MIA, uncle reviewed hes near bankrupt, saw the ugly side of my 2nd aunt, and can basicly conclude 80% of family suck.
Fought with my darling out of stress and frustration. I'm so sorry dear. Hope with all my heart and faith, this week aint like the last. I love you.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Been a long while
Its the 5th of September, one day after my Birthday kinda not much had happened. :(
But still, my darling cheered up a gloomy me, the best way she knows how to, Making me smile^^. Thank you honey, Love you so much for the gift and the effort :-*
Been a long long 2 months, keeping patience for a brighter tomorrow, not gonna say its been bad and whine, actually its been great with all the new freedom. But i miss the times we are together as 2, rather than the time we represent 20><
Got my results for the previous semester, lousy to say the least, nearly lost my scholarship due to how naive I was thinking I could do it all, I cant, but at least Im getting better at it. But this time things might be different.
Went to Monkey Beach last month, 1st time a trip was that fun in a long long time, my dear wanted to belong and im sure she would have if she came to this trip. The beaches were amazing, nothing you can get near civilization, the distance is not that close on foot and not so far on boat^^, but a place is fun for who you spend time with, not where you spend time at.
On a sadder note, My youngest aunt on my moms side past away after fighting cancer for half a year. Rest In Peace, may you find joy where you have not known in the here after, we will miss you.
Brings a werid twist to life, a strange new flavour to new things never had before. But non the less, The beat goes on..
But still, my darling cheered up a gloomy me, the best way she knows how to, Making me smile^^. Thank you honey, Love you so much for the gift and the effort :-*
Been a long long 2 months, keeping patience for a brighter tomorrow, not gonna say its been bad and whine, actually its been great with all the new freedom. But i miss the times we are together as 2, rather than the time we represent 20><
Got my results for the previous semester, lousy to say the least, nearly lost my scholarship due to how naive I was thinking I could do it all, I cant, but at least Im getting better at it. But this time things might be different.
Went to Monkey Beach last month, 1st time a trip was that fun in a long long time, my dear wanted to belong and im sure she would have if she came to this trip. The beaches were amazing, nothing you can get near civilization, the distance is not that close on foot and not so far on boat^^, but a place is fun for who you spend time with, not where you spend time at.
On a sadder note, My youngest aunt on my moms side past away after fighting cancer for half a year. Rest In Peace, may you find joy where you have not known in the here after, we will miss you.
Brings a werid twist to life, a strange new flavour to new things never had before. But non the less, The beat goes on..
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Weird week.. But a great month
These updates have got to come more frequently, slowly turning into a monthly event, its hard to say i can remember vividly what has transpired in my absents.
Been sick 2 weeks now, on and off on and off. Have u ever had flu-ish phlegm in your lungs but only comes out through cough? Its 'wonderful' in so many ways.
The past weekend been spent living almost alone, parents gone away awhile and havin to do everything on my own. I think i can survive if I leave, but it wont be easy. Takes up more time than you wish it did.
Exams been over 2 weeks now, haven't begun all the goals i set to achieve, been sick the whole time like i mentioned before. But a lot of things get clearer once your sick, so many petty and unnecessary things get filtered through sickly eyes.
Well back to you my Angel, every month you make me love u more, through all adversities you may be hurt inside, but you never stop smiling, Your strength is my greatest inspiration, for hope of a better future. You weren't stubborn, your were tough. You weren't weak, you were humble. And your amazing for who you are, Your Beautiful..
Things are going back to normal after the tournament, but somethings will never change back, like and unfortunate friend that ruptured 3 of his tendons. Good luck buddy.
What can I say besides I love you, those words represent almost everything that is needed to be said, for it means what it means only between us. The 18th of this month marked a day I wont ever forget last year. I bet u wont too ;-)..
With all my heart, I Love You :-*
Been sick 2 weeks now, on and off on and off. Have u ever had flu-ish phlegm in your lungs but only comes out through cough? Its 'wonderful' in so many ways.
The past weekend been spent living almost alone, parents gone away awhile and havin to do everything on my own. I think i can survive if I leave, but it wont be easy. Takes up more time than you wish it did.
Exams been over 2 weeks now, haven't begun all the goals i set to achieve, been sick the whole time like i mentioned before. But a lot of things get clearer once your sick, so many petty and unnecessary things get filtered through sickly eyes.
Well back to you my Angel, every month you make me love u more, through all adversities you may be hurt inside, but you never stop smiling, Your strength is my greatest inspiration, for hope of a better future. You weren't stubborn, your were tough. You weren't weak, you were humble. And your amazing for who you are, Your Beautiful..
Things are going back to normal after the tournament, but somethings will never change back, like and unfortunate friend that ruptured 3 of his tendons. Good luck buddy.
What can I say besides I love you, those words represent almost everything that is needed to be said, for it means what it means only between us. The 18th of this month marked a day I wont ever forget last year. I bet u wont too ;-)..
With all my heart, I Love You :-*
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