Been 3 months.. kinda an eternity

Been almost an eternity since i've updated this blog, so many events passed since the last time.

A new semester is coming already, been kinda exhausting the last one, too rapid fire to cope, did not as well as i knew i could. Hope this time things will be different.

This Chinese New Year was kinda special and all that insignificant as well. A new atmosphere to enjoy, yet lost a tradition close to heart.

One the other side of life, an amazing time has passed, we've gotten so much so much more stronger, kinda enjoyed quite a romantic ride in our trip to Hard Rock Hotel, thanks to Aunt Mei..

Our love blossomed, carried forth a new dawn after a mild tide of darkness cascaded upon us, we thought we had lost it, that we we're stale and withering. Thank the holy god for the holidays^^

Had kinda a mass gathering to watch Alice in Wonderland also, truth be told, it was very nice and it reminded me of my youth n being silly.^^

Lifes been a bit different lately, learned to keep the bad things away, why waste brain cells pondering over unrelenting medial complications when they are not worth the hassle.

Moved to a new place, kinda twice the size of the 1st home. Can't imagine how sad I am of leaving there, but I was gonna have to leave sooner or later, lucky i got to still stay in Penang only.

Only hope I can spend the rest of my days making her the joyful person she truely is, help her lift this chip off her shoulder, or at least help her carry her burdens.. Being loved by my sweetheart is one of the greatest treasures and grandest gifts i could ever hope to receive. N i try everyday, for her to feel how i feel back.. Love You

Good things come when you wait, Lets celebrate

Happy New Year one and all, having been the 1st post of the new decade, a more optimistic approach is applied to this occasion.

Having celebrated today the 23rd of Jan with my family(sort of) i've come to enjoy appreciate this month as a true new beginning providing me with opportunities never once thought possible.

Spending this meaningful day of month with my most meaningful someone;) we have enjoyed a blissful day of joy that was supposed to be unobtainable from several constrictions Particularly our individual outside lives that partake a substantial portion of what time is left for each other.

So enjoying today in our own memorable fashion, there is little to complain cept for a few ill advised decision by yours truly. ><

Having started a new year, a lot of in-life events and occurrence have received considerable reshuffling.. A friend had switch out of college, as another 2 had choose to be one. The deck of life is not the order it once was, for that I am delighted with.

Chance for new friends from old faces, confidently coming out of the self imposed shell. Becoming more than once thought could be, with just a little confidence.

In terms of the other side of life, Ive been entrusted to be an assisting instructor or how its called.. Gaining duties and responsibilities that once thought not worthwhile, a true new turn from just trainee and injured competitor.

A new hope of going the extra mile from where I was, heres to the New Year and New Decade.. Would love nothing more than to spend it in your embrace.^^

Live free, Die Hard

Life is about how you can play each moment as your advantage, chess is a thousand year old cause no game can represent life the way it does.

That is why i am more happy on no other day than Christmas Eve.. a true miracle of a day blessed by the gods. Once a year or even more rare. I can't be grateful, happy, elated, delighted or blissful enough it materialized before the end of a decade.

People say there is always next year, well the next decade is looming too, hope I can spend this eve with my lover again. Fingers crossed.

By the 20s, its either Get Rich or Die Tryin.. See you then ;)

The year is almost up with 5 days till Christmas

Took a while but reached my 30th post, been another month, not as bad as the last one, but kinda interesting to say the least.

Had a few new experiences & different kinds of new joys. Also spend 4k on computing stuff, and that is alot of money, believe me.

Went on a sort of weird but still very enjoyable & even more memorable date with my 'panda/piggy^^', and don't worry, life is about ups and downs right?

Been an amazing month, made up for most of the year we suffered, just wholeheartedly wish we can end it with a bang ;)

In football terms though, can't believe the sheer delight at watching Liverpool 8th in the table & out of the Champions League. Suck it Reds..

Recently just came back from a trip to Genting Highlands, possibly one of the worse trips of my life, but being in such a rut made me appreciate LIFE, MONEY, and MY DARLING way more than before i left. So its not all lost.

At least the high points were my 1st time riding a roller coaster, bumper cars, bowling, and the trip through Ripleys Believe It or Not.

Bought 2 very memorable items back from my 1st gift shop shopping experience though, got to say i really really like them.

7 inch replica of the runeblade Frostmourne

And a tiny pair of Panda's

Medical Sickness

What is surprising is how often and easily we forget the signs that we seen before.

Having fallen ill yet again, i cannot begin to regret how i failed to spot the signs of this looming illness creeping up upon me.

The ill feelings of emotional instability and physical stings are a precursor of my most common problem, high fever with flu. I'm so sorry to those i had acted poorly against due to this distortion of judgement.

Ironic enough, this was all due to poor management, considering I'm taking 2 subjects corresponding to management this semester.

Oncoming workload of projects, trips, studies, all done with the same draining and time wasting lifestyle i have harbored for the last 10 weeks. Finally the final blow is struck and I am going into another exam shot up on drugs and carrying endless rolls of tissue to clear my nose.

All i can hope for now is its not swineflu.

Chronic Depression

Depression arises from feeling helpless or being unable to solve an issue that is saddening.

Its a vicious & horrible cycle that reinforces ill thoughts, a person without a level mind or help will indeed take their own life.

Recently the German national goalkeeper threw himself infront of a train, he was grieving from his daughters death, thats where the cycle begins.

Luckily i have a mind that can play through the whole cycle from suicide to funeral n how its not worth it to die^^

But this depression seems to be taking its toll on my ability to socially interact, im getting more impatient, more needy, and much much more of a liability in many sense. How will this cycle cease, i'm still in the nt knw. Hopefully i can solve it soon.

We are all Law Abiding Citizens.. rite?

Well this is a very late post, but from this movie i saw about a week ago, I learned a few things.

1. You are innocent until 'really' proven guilty
2. The law protect those who know how to use it
3. Torture is fun
4. Metal is the choice music for stabbing
5. Being on-time is very important in life
6. Things are never what they seem to be, no matter how sure you think you are
   
7. If living has no purpose, Dying for something works just as well

If life doesn't give you justice doesn't mean you can't take it for your own. But knowing that you cross from revenge to committing your own sin, is very ambiguous.

Threat carefully...