Encountered this by luck.. Really consider myself lucky for finding this^^

梅艷芳 - 夕陽之歌

Thank you for sticking by me, N never letting go^^

Thank you my sweet sweet darling.. For sticking by me and being there for me..

When i couldn't Stand, You Held Me Up.. When i couldn't Talk, You Help Me Speak.. When i couldn't See, You Shine Me The Way..

If it wasn't for you.. Life would have sucked worse than i could handle.. I Love You n I really thank god You Love Me too.^^

It has been done

Dealing with a demon like my neighbour, I needed more than natural causes..

I needed the supernatural and the superstitious, matched with logic and patience, the battle ensues..

The first step has been taken and now we are going to resolve this somehow, but it won't remain idle anymore..

Don't know why

After all the joyous things that happen since the last update..

After Sept 5 in KL..

After Prom Night in Gurney Hotel n heading to F.A.M.E on Upper Penang Road on Sept 12th.. made new friends.. took kinda a lot of photos.. dance like crazy.. drank till face din't have feeling.. It was 11 cup i think..

Great times.. REALLY GREAT TIMES..

But I'm updating on one of my lowest days of the month..><

Like the title said.. I still have no idea why but i'm still really worn out.. broken down again.. lost most of hope somehow..

Maybe its the road problems.. The car dents and scratches.. Maybe its the fat bitch that forced me to reverse into the main road.. Maybe its the FUCKING RETARDED BITCH ASS neighbour that keeps annoying my mother and constantly causing us emotional stress..

But I hope I can feel better soon.. Somehow

Turning 18..

Officially 18 years old a few minutes ago in GMT +8 time.. 4th September

In a short span of life, I got a lot of things that i thought couldn't be done in time completed in a surprising matter.. Here is a list of them

1. Learned to ride bicycle
2. Learned to ride motorcycle and finally got a license
3. Got car license
4. Got best grades in SPM in both sides of family(vanity showing)
5. Got my blackbelt(still 1st Dan, but good enough)
   
6. Finished alot of great games(except FF IX still on it after 7 years)
   
7. Went on a real 1st date
   
8. After all those years of searching, finally found my real soulmate
9. Fell in true love (you know who)
10. Had 1st Kiss (same person)
    

So, with the dawn of a new day, I only hope and pray that Life goes on as once before but only getting better each day.

Hope can be in it for the long run with my Darling Sweetheart Daydreamer and get a better standing in college in more than just results.

Lastly, truely pray deep down that the Health, Fortune and Well being of the people I know and Love live long and Prosper.

Good Night..

You would think Ive already seen rock bottom

Today wasn't the best day of my life.. failed my bike test the moment i on the engine.. knew i wasn't fit enough to pull it off..

Still kinda sick from the weekends.. terrible condition..

Came back home and the computer proved it was dying a slow death.. tried every possible solution.. but the only answer is more spending..

Night time looming around and received a msg of ill news.. Now going on a break with my beloved panda bear cause her dad in getting volatile.. Truely hope it doesn't just end like this..

I'm pretty sure this is rock bottom.. So the next way is up..

Weary Minds and Tired Souls

In a weeks time.. Reality has once again forced its remorseless hand upon us by which only in dreams can they be true.. No mercy is to be spared to the soul who wishes for good will..

A 26/7/09 Sunday morning of Bliss turns to a Nightmarish Hell at night in a matter of just short moments like scenes in a movie.. As if the world wasn't volatile enough for our rendetion..

Dealing with cause after cause with clause after clause.. allotted with dues unpaid form the past.. spending days and nights striving for comprehension of amassing a basic 100cc bike that of which i can carry with my bare hands..

Facing ghostly ghouls howling from the foregone.. mixed feelings of blessing and curse from an earlier endeavour which sorely turned sour in matter of moments.. But merely sheer stubborness was enough to keep the flames of hell risen and lid..

Now far down this road today.. Bearings of pain forcing its spin upon me.. Presenting an open invitation of deception into laid traps for the foolhardy to toll upon.. Draining the very fiber of being left in the mind to fight on as bravely as before.. Leaving nothing but remnants of history to give comfort to an inevitable losing battle against the odds..

Hoping you will be strong enough to carry on as I have stalled for the moment.. Hoping i may arisen to continue behind you once again.. Or succumb toll of time and fade into the empty halls of What could have been or Might have become..

I pray with the bottom of my heart light shines upon darkness.. but for now.. we submit to the grasp blindness and wander ourselves wayward..

As you said.. NeVeR GiVe Up... NeVer Back DoWn

Cause Indeed To Us Nothing Else Matters...